I waited for 2 hours.
I hope you didn't think I meant it tomorrow on Wednesday.
But it's okay. You didn't turn up.
At least I made an effort.
At least I know I tried, and from the way you are ignoring
my fb msgs, I guess I didn't stand a chance.
So M, again I wish you all the best.
I hope you don't feel like it's a big mistake for taking up the offer.
4 years will be fast I believe.
And if it is our jodoh, insyaAllah.
But know one thing, I have always liked you,
I have fallen in love with you the moment you told me you
noticed me for almost a year and made an effort to google me.
And I've felt the same way every since.
You're that only one person whom every noticed me the way you do. And it's hard to just forget it.
Call me selfish, idiot, stupid for all I care.
I know you believe somewhere in your heart that I feel this way towards you.
This is the only reason for me to tell you not to go.
But then again, I know where I stand.
And lastly, if it's meant for me to wait. I'll wait M.
Take care in London. Don't forget your heartland. :)
p/s : It breaks my heart not being able to see you off at ze airport.
Sincerely,
zsznh <3
