People say, if it ain't broke, don't fix it. Right?
But what am I suppose to do with our situation?
Every single thing seems to be heading towards a wrong direction.
Like whatever I said or he said, turns into another big fight.
I am not lying, I was being rude.
But I couldn't hold on to my anger anymore.
People also say, telling the truth sets you free.
So I told some truth which might break his heart and I do
sincerely apologize for that.
This heart cannot be lying all the time and needs some air to breathe.
And this heart wants to figure things out until it knows what it really wants.
This heart wants to believe something better is out there.
If there isn't then I'll be fine.
Call me selfish for all I care,
but I want everyone to know how I feel should be respected.
Decisions need to be made but I have not figure it out yet.
Let's see how I manage this one.
Lol.
But on top of all this, Alhamdulillah something good came up.
Received a call for a job offer.
And I'm accepting it.
Here comes my first job. After 20 years living.. :')
Lots of Love,
Zsznh.-
