(Do) doakan ku harus pergi (Re) relakan aku di sini
(Mi) misalnya aku kan pulang (Fa) fastikan kau tetap menunggu
(Sol) soal cinta luar biasa (La) lama-lama bisa gila
(Si) siapa yang tahu pasti (Do) doakan aku di sini
(Mi) misalnya aku kan pulang (Fa) fastikan kau tetap menunggu
(Sol) soal cinta luar biasa (La) lama-lama bisa gila
(Si) siapa yang tahu pasti (Do) doakan aku di sini
YES. Lama lama bisa gila tau ga?
I get confuse at the wrong time for the very wrong reasons.
I can't decide what I really want for myself and ended up giving others that impression towards me.
I can't tell what I need. I wasn't clear at times.
In fact all the time.
I feel crappy, yet at times angry.
Angry with the fact that some of them don't understand it from the start.
Some of them don't get it.
Angry with the fact that I get confused that it leads to heartbreaks, and more confusions.
Angry that I had to sympathize others and let go of what I really want.
Angry that the right thing that I just felt I needed, decided to be gone in split seconds.
So where does that leave me?
To more confusions? Is that it?
Leaving me with this guilty heart and carry it along everywhere I go.
That's exactly how I feel right now. GUILT.
Do you know? Anyone else knows?
And where does that leave them then?
They do what, trying to move on and think that everything will be perfectly fine,
just because we did went through the same thing before?
I may be ugly outside. I am not those pretty looking high class girls.
But it's not their choice or whoever is reading this to judge who I am inside.
I am not here to brag about how things should be. I know I am not in the position to do that.
But who cares about one fucking blogpost.
I mean, now is it clear enough? Still, no?
It's okay. We've all said our goodbyes.
I just don't feel like I should give up yet.
But it seems like you have.
zsznh.-
