What is it that I do that makes it so hard to please everyone?
What is it that I said that makes people totally change their perception towards me?
Sometimes I feel like a loser.
Actually I feel like one all the time.
Cause I failed pleasing 3 man.
So wtf right? Sometimes it's very annoying that I tried really hard to please someone and then in the end I get is disappointment cause they were never really interested in the first place?
Sometimes I think that they were the ones who gives me hopes up high that they are interested.
But in the end I realize someone else out there is a better person than me.
Sometimes I think that they don't try hard enough to make me please them.
Sometimes I think they think this is a game.
Sometimes I think I'm just too ugly and can be easily be played around with.
Sometimes I think they make too much promises and tell me that I can trust them.
But still, in the end, there is a better person out there they can look at.
It even suck when the other person is actually your own girlfriend.
But anyways, I am happy in my own ways.
Today I feel very disappointed, in myself.
What have I not done, enough? What?
It sucks. Sucks to be me I guess?
lotsoflove, zsznh.
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