I've been sucha lazy bum asshole since school re-opened in october idk why.
Like really..
My school assignments (msaccess) have been delayed every single day every single time.
Now that it's due in 2 days time? And I'm still not moving, still at part 3.
I'll be Miss LOST tmrow.
Seriously, even came to class this morning with too much things in my head.
I hate being like this but I dont know what can drive/motivate me to be how i used to be.
Issit the atmosphere? Issit my room always calling me to sleep? Or is it just me?
My cca, omgoodness. I havent been a good general secretary, i mean F YEAH!
The cca's database has all been messed up.
And its gonna be a really big messed up fight soon.
But i dont care.
Boyf and me, will start having arguments and fights.
If we dont meet for almost a week. Like today especially.
And again, I dont know why.
I dont know the reason why I'm being like this all the time. Perangai gemok.
I can even cry now thinking of how much fucking time i've wasted throughout all these weeks.
I wish I could turn back time. I've reflected of what I've been doing all these while.
And its just nothing. Go to school, home, laptop, sleep. That's all? Weekends, keluar?
Siol ahhhhhh life pathetic siak. G mamps ahh.
Malas ah nk layan :(
