Tuesday, September 28, 2010

MyMoviestar:)

SleeQ - Moviestar (Official Music Video) from SleeQ on Vimeo.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS SLEEQ FINALLY!!!!!!!!

I LOVE BOTH OF YOU TO THE MAXIMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM. :DDDD

AWESSOMMEEEEEEEEEEE VIDEOOOO :DDDDD

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Bitching about you, again?

I can be a bitch if you really want me to.

Sometimes the way people act, talk or dont say at all cant pissed off another.

And these people dont realise what they have done makes another

girl be the bitch that they have never seen before.

Yes. You make me bitch about you.

You don't know how much effort i've tried to put up with the way you talk to me,

treat me or whatever you did to me.

I hate it. In fact, we hate it.

I hate you for being who you are right now.

You dont go around stucking up and bossing around about how much MONEY you have.

Or maybe you dont huh?

But the what you did, what you said ; tells everything about yourself girl.

Come on, grow up.

Dont be sucha pampered little queen. Many people have been realising that you are one hell of a girl. You put you pretty pussy face and act like "ms-i-am-innocent-and-i-dunnoe-i-did-that".

Yes that's how stuck up you are.

And this is how bitchy I am. Say all you want.. But I dont care what you have.

And I dont wanna own what YOU own. Cause I am one bitch, who grew up as someone who dont go around bossing about what I have. I shareeee girl. I give love to people. I careeee!

In fact, you wanna own everything that I wanted ryte ? To hell with ya!

Nobody is noticing that cause I am your one and only victim.

Enough said. I dont know how long I'm gonna put up with this.

yourone&only,

-Zie.

Labels: seriooussly?

Friday, September 3, 2010

Some Kind Of Wonderful Nineteenth Month ! :D

What more could I ask for. Thanks love... Thanks for the chocolates and the cutest card that has fireworks in it! Hahaha. You're super sweeeeeet.

You've never fail to win my heart. :D And this is the reason why I love you so much.

Although its been rough for us the past few weeks, nothing else matters but your love towards me.. And this celebrates our 1 year 7 months together.

Once again, thank you sweets :)

Lots of Love,

ZieSuzianah

Thursday, September 2, 2010

I Need _______ ?

Love,Relationships,Trust,Commitments, can they really last? Sometimes i wonder.

Of all the good things you had with the ones you love, is this all for real, REAL ?

I havent been myself lately. Especially today.

Classmates have been asking, 'zie are you okay?'.

Frankly i'm not. I wasnt too sure myself why I am keeping quiet.

I've been doing a lot of thinking. I'm actually making myself confuse.

YES, that's the word.. CONFUSED.

I really dont know what I want for myself.

I really dont know what makes me happy.

And I dont know if everything I went through was real enough to

keep me going on each, and every single day.

I'm probably just too scared thinking of what is going to happen to me in the future

if I were to make only one decision. I'm not good at making decisions.

I'm not good at listening to advices. I'm not even good at following my heart.

All these things I thought of bring me silence, and tears..

I wanna get up there and tell myself I can do it, but I cant.

Cause I dont even know what I really want.

I can say all these shits that I have been through is fake~

19 months of ups,downs,love,laughter,sadness,care,happymoments,celebrations..

Can they really last?

I just keep having doubts.

I dont know really.

What if.. I lose it ?

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I dont know really. I can just drop down and cry and faint if I want to..

Nowadays people are getting more and more sensitive!

I cannot tolerate all this..

I probably cant accept changes in life.. :'(

I dont knowwww, I'll probably be ok the next day.

But deep down I'm still thinking.. Still thinking..

What is it that I really want?

i feel like our world's been infected

and somehow you left me neglected

we've found our lives been changed

babe, you lost me.

-Christina Aguilera.

Lots of Love,

-ZieSuzianah.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

MyMoviestar:)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Bitching about you, again?

Friday, September 3, 2010

Some Kind Of Wonderful Nineteenth Month ! :D

Thursday, September 2, 2010

I Need _______ ?

What Lies Within

Goodbye

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