I've lost all the strength I had to text you, so I hope you're reading this..

You can tell me now you still love me.

You can tell me tomorrow again, that you will still love me no matter what.

But no matter what, I will still tell you I dont care if you say you love me now.

You love me huh, but where were 10 days before the break-up?

What were you doing 10 days bfore that thursday night. Were you loving someone else?

Were you putting more pressure to yourself? And I know by this time you will say,

'I WAS WAITING FOR YOU' Waiting for me for what?! To tell you 'look i'm sorry i love you please dont leave me cause you really win my heart now' for god's sake NO!

If you still love me Muhammad Amir bin Salleh, try harder. What do you think I was doing?

You think I was out there partying without you? Ask all my friends how much I've been controlling myself not to mention about you cause I dont wanna end up crying.

But today, right now I have to cry. I dont wanna bring this matter up again anymore.

Fyi I was right here, also waiting for you to actually be a man and talk to me, clear things out, win my heart and love for you again. But 10 days of silence is not funny sia. Dont you think it's happening again? Previously a month now 10 days next time apa? Hah, rilek sua next time~

Sayang sayang tapi duduk diam2 update facebook status step macho. Step 'I still love my ex-girlfriend' BUT DID NOTHING TO HER. You've been ranting about 1sy February and it's gonna be 2 years. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE 2 YEARS IF YOU WOULD HAVE WIN MY HEART AGAIN. But it's all too late now.. You may tell me you couldn't accept the fact that I wanted to break up. How do you think I feel? How??

And yes, the people around me will always say 'just talk to him and clear things out, everything will be fine' I've been initiating all the talk first for I dont know how many countless times. You will jolly well know that we will end up quarreling again each and every time. And aku da penat buat tu semua untuk kau. Astaghfirullahalazim~ Suka hati kau lahh.

Like I said again, It could have been 2 years if you tried harder. Hearing the word love from you dont exist in me anymore, I've died from your love.

Ya Allah give me strength and power to face this part of my life.

And thank You for giving the bestest family & especially friends who gave me their full attention and always been there for me. They are the greatest gifts for Me that I ever had from you.

Amin.

Lots of Love,

ZieSuzianah.-

that we havent been talking. everyone should know that i already gave up on you.

yes. and i think you are too.

you changed your fb name.

you said you are moving on all by yourself now.

i guess you have given up too.

things weren't right in the first place.

it's even pointless to talk to you now in any way.

so you take care boy. i dont wanna have anything to do with you, anymore.

i need a long, long break...

goodnight.