dearest readers,
it's been quite a while since i updateddd..
hmmmm..
been quite busy with some cca thangs..
organizing outings, reckeeing places, photoshoots.. :D
i am lovingg this alreadyyy..
and get to meet my bitches during the weekends,
played monopoly..
and all of us went bankrupt.
ahahahaha.
jenga, uno, stress.. semua lahh.
watched adnan sempit..
cinta ixora..
never ending fun and laughterr and lovee.. :)
guess what!
it has made me realised yesterdayy,
that my exam results areee TOMORROW AFTER 8am!!
but i dont really careeeee cause,
i just cant wait for THURSDAYYY..
jogjakarta hereeee mee commmeeeeee((:
and cant wait to shop wif sissssss tmrow eveningg :))
anways, results are results after all..
i'm still quite nervous..
let's take the sleeping test.
if i am still up after 2am,
means i cant sleeeeep!
i might not be blogging few days coming..
but do still check it out!
there might bee a surpriseeeee.
take care and have fun everybodyy..
enjoy life while you still can:D
love,
Zie Suzianah
Labels: 1 more day to screwness, 2 days to jogja
girlfriends have been sucha great help these few dayz.
i love them more than anyone else do~
especially ytday night..
ahahaha. it turned out to be a funny thingg..
yes boy, indeed u gave me a shocked!
for turning up out of nowhere..
i wonder what you really want from me?
like my girls say,
get straight to the point, please?
hahahaha.
anywayssss,
it was good seeing you yesterday.
it's been a longg time~
ahaha..
arrgghhh, weekend plans are cancelled..
damnit, nak buat apa eh ??
meeting sis in 4 hours :)
seeee ya later!
sixmoredays,love.. :D
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
people say,
it takes us to realise that we need and love that person
so much only when he/she is not there with us anymore.
right now, at this moment..
i am going through that situation.
and i hate myself for not being with you right now.
and i hate being the last person to know.
cuz if i am, i would be crying only tears of joy..
and sharing these moments with you..
i am so pissed off i got to know the hard way.
i just want to be there with you, boy.
but it's holding me back.
you do already have someone there..
take me back, please?
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
sometimes the worst part about planning something
is having people to co-operate..
honestly, i hate planning.
babygirls, this has nothing to do with you all.
it's pointless getting all excited for an event
when no one actually listens to what you want..
so fuck off.
mom, sometimes i get sick and tired of our freaking family.
it has always been us, us and us..
planning every single freaking thing..
i dont have any problems with that.
but it's the co-operation i have an issue with..
and it's pointless having the thought of loving them
so much but all they do is heck the fucking care out of it.
fuck off.
i get fucked up and sick and tired to attend any events now.
cause you guys simply don't care.
i just need my freaking holidays to jogja, please?
it's time for a break..
a real break.
these holidays are getting pathetic forr mee!
urgghhh~
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
Thursday, March 18, 2010
everything about todayy was superrr funn and crazyy.
i cant ask for more joy and happiness except today..
and i need to repeat this over and over and over again..
so my babygirls, Salyieha, Nurul Ain, Hennie Fitriani and Rahdznitazura..
went out for a picnic..
which turns out to be a "wet picnic" !
hahahahaha..
somehow or rather we shifted back and forth
to the shelter but in the end it rains heavilyy..
so much for the confirm ahh die singgah jer k zie.
korang yang start dulu wif d singgah thingyy~
ahahahaha.
well it sucked at first,
but in the end we all seem to enjoy the rain
and went singing in the rain..
somehow or rather distracted by "wak hussein!"
heeeheeee...~
so they decided to go off after the rain stopped..
and get themselves dry at my place..
so we slacked at my room..
watched youtube,camwhored
and more laughters...
it was 4+ when ogy text mee..
so i pleaded to come over at my place
to surprise the rest of them..
cause i really wanted them to meet ogy..
and she came!!
went into the room and shocked the rest
of my babygirls.. i just looove that very
moment mannn.
kire korang macam pekik penuh riang dan gembiraa ahh..
haahahha. nyampahh takk??
so i am glad and happy and so touched plus
lots and lots and lots of feelings!
seeing us re-unite again..
and finally, the 6 of us meets again!
there u go people..
i just ♥ Hennie Fitriani, Rohzeanna, Siti Noor Saleha,
Nur Rahdznitazura and Nurul `Ain.. !!!!
i need to see more of u girlsssssssssss, pleaaaaaaaaaaaasee!!
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
i finally get to watch Dear John with sha(:
yess ziela, aku da tengokk !
aahahaha..
indeed, it's worth 10 bucks.
sampai tkde orang koyakkan ticket kite !
haizzzz.. i can't describe the movie,
it was superb):
sadlyy superb... haisss ..
if i were to reflect everything in that movie,
it will definitely bring me to tears.
and today is basically about being random,
from wearing what clothes,
to meeting weird people..
and also bumping into SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEQ !!!!
arrgghhhh~
alyph♥
damnnn hot kaper die !
woohohohoho!!
and many other things that had happened which
should not be mentioned~
hahahahaha..
i had good times wit sha todayy(:
thanks love.
now crashing at her place.
cause kakak is not at home :-(
i dun wanna sleep alone since that
terror incident !
that's all folks.
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
Labels: sweet love and pain.
u are probably one of the biggest bustards i have
ever met in my whole entire wide life.
seriously, from the start..
if i've known that u are just using me,
i wished i have never ever met you..
thanks dude ~
thanks for that little love moment u gave me.
screw you for giving me much hope..
screw you for making me miss you like crazy~
so now where are you ?
ditching some other girls ??
seriously i thought it was real!
damnn~ u've given me much disappointment boy,
thanks a lot..
each time this happened to me, i grew
stronger..
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
Thursday, March 11, 2010
F R E E D O M .
YESSAAAHHHH ~
final exams are FINALLY over !
and i feel so free and relieved !!
it has been so stressful and i finally
can get long sleep.
eheheheheee..
woohooo!
one month of full enjoyment~
i loooooooooooooove it~
can't wait to spend time with my babygirls,
my families and my bitches !
its great to start off the hols wif my dearest ISB-ians.
thanks zielababy,akmal,jiawei,wan and danial..
for coming over to fulfill your promises
and watched santau~
had a nice time (:
*winks*
more good times and great days coming !
but its so sad to be broke
at a time like this~
):
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
what is it that you want actually?
what is it that you need from me?
what is your whole motive??
it all started with a feeling.
and now it has slightly turned into something else..
giving hope, much ?
i hope so not..
i was ready when i realise u were the potential person.
but when u said u weren't ?
it feels like hope isnt there for me..
everytime i see your face, the time stops.
and the world belongs to only me and you.
but looks like its only a dream to me..
clarify my doubts.
i need to knoww.
what is it that u really want??
i promise not to miss you anymore..
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
Saturday, March 6, 2010
i had crazy days with sha on thursday and friday..
crazzyy laughing days..
yes. we laughed from the time we met until the time
we separate from each other~ ahahaha.
and busy prepaing some things for today!
woohooo i so cant wait.
for this thaaangg..
ahahahaha.
gossshh..
and finaaallyyyyy..
i get to meet S. (:
toing2 ~
hahahahaha. kay giler.
cant wait to see my bitces laterrr!
weeewiit!
:D
love,
Zie Suzianah.-
Dear Nur Ashikin,
hahahahaha
i know how it feels to lose a love.
i know how u feel.
i know how much it hurts.
but at that moment, when i was going through all those feelings..
i knew u were there for me.
i knew you can console me.
i knew i can turn to you.
all those tears just lasted for a moment.
cause i believe i am better and much more happier,
with you and ziela around..
now this happened to you,
might as well u think about what i say..
u've got me..
u've got ziela..
nothing else matter rite ?
i love you twin.
stay strong..
ingat allah~
(kay aku diammm ahahahaha)
lots of love, hugs, and hugs.. ahaha,
Zie Suzianah.-
