sometimes i dont get it.
i just get fed up over such things.
i'm real tired of everything that has happened
to me lately.

all i ask for is happiness.
true happiness. ):

even the smallest matter makes me all so worked up.
i just hate this feeling.
nothing will make me feel better.

my smiles are just soo obliviously fake.
urgh.

love,
zie.-

Labels: XoXo.

i am currently coping with my STRESS.
my presentation is not over yet.
and every single day there is like tonnes of PAC
assignments.
i just need my presentation to be done.

despite all this,
i still cant get it why no one understands my situation.
especially the one i loved most.

seriously, i didnt asked for all the assignments.
i didnt ask for these projects.
i have no reason to ignore you.
the worst thing is, i still did made an effort to call or text you.
i still DID !
ya allah..

i dunnoe how else to explain to youuu..
this is the only time i get to blogg.

nites.

love,
zie.-

Labels: i miss you.

in my mind right now, every now and then..
there are only one group of people that i miss so much.
there they are below.
my 5n3, Teachers' Heaven. ):


i am really2 missing these guys soo2 much.
i dun even noe when is the exact time i can meet them all.
everyone is so busy...
haisshhh. sad2.. ):

even meeting my babygirls is so susah now.
i miss them SO MUCH i can cry.. AIYO !
how seyy.
please 5-3.
contact me soon.
we shall go out..

i am really messed up with my presentation.
cause i keep changing and changing the contents.
haha. stress2 .
its okay. i'll be done..
can present with ash on monday, insyallah..

i cant wait for puasa.
wonder how i'm going to experience it this time. (:
things are happening so fast. xD

i see you guys again soon.
bye.

p/s : i miss you mir. (:

love,
zie.-

Labels: tth i love u guys.

it's been a long time since i had this feeling i got from you always.
ruining my plans at the very last minute when i am gg out with girlfriends.
this always happens back then in secondary school.
but mom, i am going to be EIGHTEEN for goodness sake.
i am in ITE for god damn's sake !
what's so wrong with me watching movies with my bestest girlfriends
whom I have not met them for like, A MONTH !

but today's plan you cancelled really went into my nerves.
and the reason i cant go for movies is bcuz i went for RENTAK SINGAPURA
on saturdayy??
i went out with you on SUNDAY.
i stayed at home FOR YOU on MONDAYY !
and i cant go for movies todayy??
why the fuck should this happen ?

i'm sorry for being rude.
but Rentak Sg wasnt your money anyway.
It was dad's.
So? Did I asked u for money this moviees?
NO MOTHER. NOT AT ALLLLLLLL.
In fact i told u. "Dont Worry. I got money"
I went back home and i asked y u did not reply my msg..
And u said "BUAT APA AKU NK REPLY. BENDA TK MUSTAHAK."
seriouslyy. all i can say is fuck.
i dont understand why I am still treated like this
even when I am going 18 soon.

and always there is the worst part.
and it is always the time when I went to meet my babyGs. ):
i cant be anymore upset .
i am getting the hang of it mom.

thanks a lot.

love,
-zie.

Hahaha.
This is sistas.
Today empat2 jiwaa pakai Polo T.
Sooo, jiwa uh !

so let me story what we always do in sch every single dayy.
NOTHING.
HAHAHAHA.
we stick around our asses everywhere in school and kacau2 orang.
look at the pics above.
satu2 dah gone case.
LIN punye muke pon dah tak larat nk makan.
dah kehilangan die punye HANEP. hahahhaa.
si ZIELA, dah feeling buat kad jemputan die ngan rusydi manerr tahh.
ASH pulakk, hahaha. member sedih apple juice die tumpah..
dah tk dpt minummm..
HAHAHAHA.

so today waas a veryy merempat dayy.
bze also dun havee.
duk canteen tgk style by juryy??
Haiyoooo.
But every single day is fun uh with sisters.

The only thing is that the environment of the class has to change.
banyak budak perangai kental.
zzzzzz...

bsok SW ah sista!
Badminton jalan terusss .. !!
LING AH LING!

wansui OUTS!
hahahahaha.

love,
zie.-

Labels: sisters oh sisters.