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i dont have to make a fuss about this.

but i could not stop crying..

it is not easy.

i went to school.

teared in the train.

reached class, looked at ash.

and cried.

everyone keeps asking why..

i cried more.

what else makes me feel better now?

this body is filled with rage and sadness.

i am shocked!

but more or less expected that this would happen..

i just got a few things left to say:

u changed my life so much..

and now u're changing it back.

thanks for being the bestest bf i ever had.

this is truely what i observe from my heart..

u've been great.

i appreciate little times n moments we shared.

at least my dream came true for a short while.

thanks ami.. (:

u take care n figure things out.

i am glad girlfriends,sha,sister, n im is around. (:

thanks guys.

there's still hope..

love,

-zie.

Friday, May 29, 2009