i guess my last wish is not granted. ):
i hope i can adapt with my life now..
i hate to see this happen.
but we all knew its gnna happen.
seriously. i am making this confession..
cuma tuhan je yg tahu my feelings now.
only god knows how badlyy i want girlfriends to go out.
only god knows how much i want this event to go on.
but things are changing.
and i am fucked up.
say wat u girls wanna sayy..
cause i swear to god i cry every nite and hoping to receive a text that go :
"ehh zie. bile nk kluarr?"
but... ):
i love ita for saying : if there's one person who can get us together.. its u..
i cried even more when i c she said dat.
thats is wat i realise too.
i planned so hard for only one simple few hours outingg..
but some were too busy with bfs.
some were too busy working..
some were just plainly un-interested.
i give up.

seriousslyy. bye.
this is my last post.

-zie.

Heyyyyy earthlings.

life is so bored.. ):
hahaha. kay sha confirm annoyed ku ckp gituu.
kay best eh?
ye2 je zie lepas O hari2 nk update blog.
but never update..
cause, everyday is a boring lifee..
criously.
I started my vacation in a suckish waay.
best uh. best sangat..
semua hilang. best kan?
haiyerrr. LEHA DGN SHA JUGAK BEST LAH!
tmr. hope sentosa is still on..
cuz its very rare for me sis n mum to go out like this.
sundayy, out to take report book..
denn Mondaay. Off to Nazrul's!
Yayeeee.
Finally bsok i am going out?
KAAN? tk ngan gfs pon,
mommy pon jadi lah!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

love,
zie.

Labels: zie gile zie bacen. zie syg sha ngan leha..

ouhkaay. this is the things i cant wait to do.

- sleepover at om's house.
- movies with nazruuul ?
- swimming at jurong??
- sentosa to screaaaam!?
- more shopping spreeeeeeeee. <3
- sleepover at sha's? FOR WEEKS!
- spending as much time as possible with girlfriends..! ((((:
- my beloved family gatheringg. chaleeet?!
- Holidaaaaay to whatever place? Penang? Tioman? Desaru??Star CRUISE?
- KAMPUNG KAMPUNG KAMPUNG!!




yes!! KAMPUNG!.. my sweeeeeet homee.
Firstly, is because I miss kak zai(: like lootss.
I need to spend my time with her.
As muchhh time as possible.
Cause she is also getting married nxt year(:
How saaaad. So i need to be with her. BADLYY!
Seconddly, I am looking forward to midah's wedding.
Which i think is gonna be soo kecoh! n graand.
Cuz, mum's cooking. Annnd, many of us are coming dowwn.
Sooo..!! I am bloody excited. And, I miss Fido (: beloved niece.
Thirdlyy, I miss home?!! Lerr. My homee. Which is unusually
built by uncles and brothers of minee.
Fourthly? Hmmmm..

Sooooo, I am really counting too 11th Of Decemberr.
30 MORE DAAAAYSSS.
I noe leha will be pissed with this post.
Cause she badly wants to go with me to kampuuung.
Sorry babyyy. ):

love,
zie.

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i regretted for looking forward to the end of O Levels.
i wouldn't expect for it to end like this.
urgh.
pls god, grant my wish..

still, hey. its the end of Os. (:

keep smiling people.

love,
zie.

heyy guys.
my weekends were crazyy.
weddings here n theree.
hahaks. co-incidently,
me n sha worn the same bajuu.
weiinngg..!

hmmm. i have this eager feeling about
completion of O Levels.
which iss, TOMORROW.
giving my best shot for that one hourr.
and i am totally gonna screaam mann.
hug girlfriendss. ((((:
AND WEEEE! gossshhh.
i just cant waiit...!!
wahahahahahaha!!
i'm gonna blog each day starting from tmrr.
bye darlingss!
gotta studyyy.

love,
zie.

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oh bummer!
i'm having headaches.
cause i'm super bored.
and super pissed.
cause all my sims cd cannot be downloaded.
some fcukin problems with it.
leha n hennie must be happily make-uping now!
grrrrrr. i feel so lonelyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
someone help!
give me some nice movies to watchh.
oh yes!
i noe wat to do.
let's go to sun plazaaaaaa!

love,
zie.

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i feel so free and phewwww the moment its 1215pm just noww.
malay is over.
and we are only left with one paper.
mcq. which is only for one hour. and then, THATS IT!
and i need only one day i think? to revise. =P
dun wanna talk much bout it.. hmmm.
sooooo, i went home and was so boreedd.
so i took some pics using my webcam.
which is soooo not me,
check it out! its in the post beloww.
HAAAHAAAAKS.
i love theem.

B.T.W, i rule. (:
stay positive always guys!

love,
zie.

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my mind was not where it was supposed to be todaay.
went to sch earlier. as usual.
sorry to hennie n leha. if i wasnt being myself.
seriouslyy. i cannot bring myself into the conversation.
all we talk about is boys.
and i feel remorseful even thinking about them now.
yes. i just feel sooooo stupid at that point of time.

my sbq was a bit crappy. ):

and yes. u girls asked whether i was okaay.
that made me wanted to cryy.
cause the thought of knowing u girls being there for me..
i'm definitely greatful.
but some of us now, wont notice whether their gf is down.
that made my heart crashed even more.
i only have two beautiful girlfriends with me.
i need the old ones back to be with us together.
seriously. i miss the other 3.
i noe i will have them back.. i will.
they are all i have now, and everything to me..

whatever. need to study for f&n.

love,
zie.

yes. you said it. calling it off huh?
guhhhhhh-reeaaat.
i am in an uncontrollable situation to bare with this pain.
and its all thanks to you.
blame me all you want.
say u're confused. shit.
i cant believe, its me again.
tell u what, my doors ARE SHUT.
shut for you.
shut for anyone else to enter.
urghh.

love,
zie.

Labels: for god'ssake. make me free.