Now I've seen it all.
I've seen the true colours.
Hmmm. I didnt know, I was like that.
Thanks to you, I've known myself better today.
Ayie called. And said he is going night cycling on FRIDAY.
Yes. My birthday. My first thought was i didnt care.
I swear that was what I said in my heart.
When he said "yelah. nanti u igtkan i malas nk layan u."
I was stunned. I was thinking am I really like that?
Am I those who mcm really matter for this kind of small things?
And i did realise. I was like that.
And now, I am going for the change.
I realise that this is why some people dont like, the way I am.
And that b.i.t.c.h, thinks that I cannot afford what I want.
Whatever fuck lah girl. U're my sister? So what ehk.
First of all, kalau tu psp kau tanak repair. Kau peh pasal ahh.
Aku tk suruh ponnnn kau repair? tk sehh. Tk langsung.
Abeh, kalau kau nk repair, just because u want to use it for 1 week?
FUCK YOU LAH. Repair barang org tk ikhlas buat per.
Mintak balas balekk. Yes. Think whatever u want.
Its mine what. I can do whatever I want with it.
I DID NOT ASK YOU TO REPAIR. Fcuker. Abeh, dah tk dpt pinjam,
suruh aku bayar tu repair charge sendirik? Ehh. Aku tkde hal uhh.
Nk bayar tu benda. U can go "Huh? 40 only? I tot like how many hundreds."
Abeh apee? If its many hundreds, u think I cannot afford uh?
Excusee me, I can afford lah ehk. Aku nye orang pandai simpan duit.
Bukan dpt je spend! Dpt je spend! And I use money for NECESSARY things.
Mostly on buying gifts for the people i love. Especially my girlfriends!
Bodoh. Urgghhh. Step mane nye leh bebual besaaaar.
Yes. I may be making this small psp matter thing a big fuss,
but hey, once u start, i start. Thats meeee.
Yes. So, from today onwards. I promise myself this. I'm going to be independent.
I will not ask anything from anyone. I will grow up, giving my parents money,
and supporting them. I will not expect so much.
love,
-zie.
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