seeing or knowing that u're being neglected
once in awhile.
or maybe, u feel useless.
or helpless in some people's eyes.
but whatever.
i am still the best i can be.
someone whom someone else can rely on.
end of o-levels is nearing.
everyone is desperate.
jyeahh. suffer now, enjoy later.
lookin forward to celebrating wit gfs esp. :
- karaoke (if it even existed in some of them's mind)
if not, i'll just go wit leha. haha.
the one i love most, major!
i need to buy a lot of things..
again i'm mentioning it.
and, mum is telling me to check out the internet,
for some hols places. looking forward.
i am soooo not gonna look for a job.
cause. i just want to be at home and laze.
as well as burning my fats. :D
new blogskin. new song. some things, need to be changed.
every single bit in this blog, has a meaning.
now, the song. is the most important factor. WEING!
i just need to go kampung badly.
i need to settle every THING.
although i am not good at saying goodbyes, or separating,
with someone special, i have to do it.
i cannot lie to myself even further. hook or crook. i have to.
i know, 70% of the population in that island
would be delighted that i am breaking up with him.
and some of them will say i am bad.
some will continue to charm me, - eww.
whatever. i want to lose everything.
secondly, i am excited upon seeing my beloved cousin,
starting a whole new life. (: great sis!
u won your lovers heart.
thats all. i need to change.
i want to.
love,
zie.
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