i dont know why.
but i have to bare with this.
i want to be fair.
i want to show that i care.
but sometimes it keeps running in my mind
that i cannot have it.
seeing someone else taking it from me.
i just cry and let myself accept this fact.
who am i actually to those eyes?
which is exactly more important?
someone whom u have known for all your life,
or someone whom u only started to get a life with them.
it saddens me to see this.
i planned so much in my head just for you.
but it just turn out to be dreams. AGAIN.
but when it comes to my day, i...
i'm the one who plans it.
and u treat me like any other normal days..
nothing is special for me from u..
i just cry when i think about this..
thanks.
but i still love you.
love,
zie.
Labels: i dont know lah.
