total breakdown. ):

yes. i am back. back to where i belong.
i am so super glad i get to meet him.
like rohze said, i look bright today.
i was happy i could leave my home like that.
although we did cry for one reason.
being separated with each other.
and not seeing each other months later.
for 4 years. i look forward to many more.
and i am forever going to miss him like shit.
i may or may not cry.
but i am sure i can pull this through.
ouh god.
tonight is something different.
there is something inside that have not been speaking up yet.
i had a total breakdown.
i really love him.
but, there is so many buts...
no matter what. i will always remember what he say...... ):

love,
zie.

A week of not updatin?!
IMPOSSIBLE!
Grrrrrrr.
This week has been hell for me.
First of all. I miss NUR SHAFAWATI.
Dangg. And girlfriends and I have been
working a lot together.
I mean, Me Leha Ain and Hennie.
Some people just cant be bothered.
Lagi terok, supervising us?! Sial uh. Boss kaper.
Bad mouth siak ZIE !
Wahahahahahaha.
Sooo btw, we were given lots of tasks.
And after completing it, i feel successful and relieved.

Tomorrow is the big day. WALKHATON and ARTS ALIVE.
So excited lerr. Wanna take pix! With my beau claaaassss.
Sure Hennie, Leha and Ain will do a good job.. Love them.
Keep it up girls for the effort.
We should be happy that we did sumthing for the class. :D
And and! I cant wait for Racial Harmony Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Weeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hmmmmm. Sorry dude. I dont think I can get along with you.
It just doesnt feel right now. Everything went wrong.
Whatever I say lahh. Will surely be commented punye.
Fuck care lah. Fuck Coffee Bean.
I'm going to kampung. Next week. And it's exactly on ur bdae.
I need to consider whether I should be happy, or sad.
I hate to make decisions!

love,
zie.

yesterday.
oral suck. suck big time.
suck to the max.
warrrggghh! O Levels u noe.
and, errrrrrrrrr.
i was like that all the time.
errrrrrrr errrrrrrrrr.
kental kape zie.
damn.
i dun think there's a chance for distinction luhh.
ppl say save the best for the last.
and, i'm the last.
perhaps not the best. huh?
kay tk paham.
so there goes yesterday.
not ending with sumthing happy!
doesn't make my day at all.

today.
i miss Mdm J!
Assembly was gerek i think.
I mean. Entah eh?
Susah nk describe.
Leha wasn't in school. ):
I felt a little lonely. Grrrr. Miss her larhs.
P.E was fun. Altho badminton sucks.
I think i had great times with girlfriends.
Played with ita ain n rohze.
And laughed all the way thru the lesson.
As if we were dancing! Hahahaha. lame?
Chem. Was fun wit ain.
Maths... Hmmm. Only talked to is.
F&N. Mdm Aishah shared so many things.
So many funny things.
And she's cool!
Wished leha was there.
Stayed back wit ain rohze n ita agaaain.
To finish up certain task.
So today ended with a good note!
Alrite. Surprises tomorrow!
Gd Nite.
Need to do Geog.

love,
zie.

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school was fun.
as always..
my mission was accomplished!
gave girlfriends what i wanted to give them.
and there they go.
love to see the look on their faces.
get warm hugs from them.
awwwwwwwwwwwww. so touchyy.
love u allll girls laahh!

now chatting with leha.
planning some things.
girlfriend alert.
HAHAHAHA.
Total BITCH!

byeeee.
may blog later!

love,
zie.

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