woke up at 12pm.
and i know something wasn't right!
check my phone and there was a text from mum.
she was out to clinic wit dad.
dad couldnt bare the pain on his finger.
so i went "shit. i'm alone at home."
daammmnnn.
bathed. and mugged.
mum called 20 mins after i started to study.
dad needs to go hospitaaaaaaaaaal.
damnnn. i panicked. i rushed.
got ready and met them.
i hate to wait. hate sooo much.
the feeling is suckish!
urggggghhh. fugging hours seh aku tnggu.
almost 4 hours uhh waited for results
whether dad is admitted.
thank god he's not!
but still, i hate waiting waaat.
ouh maann. i miss bf.
so much.
i get envy seeing people wit their boo.
yesterday dad's friend came.
and he pops this question,
"bile eh kau nk balik kampung?"
co-incidently, i was walking pass by them.
and dad go "tgk lah. pertengahan bulan tujuh
atau bulan lapan."
in my mind, i was jumping! i was indeed grinning to myself.
they insisted us to go as it was the
fruit season. hell yeahhh.
everyone's favourite!
but my heart says, sure or nooot want to gooo.
but if we are, it meaaaaaaaaans..
i'm seeing him in a month or two!
hope god grant my wish.
i'm so lonelyyy nowwww. ))):
love,
zie.
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