yes. cinta pertama.
it's really difficult cause its far away.
u're the first boy i fell for when i was 6 yrs old.
those eyes charmed me.
u were one hot guy. :D
[except for the first kiss i got in ambon! ewwww ;
total turn off!]
and now i miss them so much i couldnt speak.
i watched so many things yesterday.
and make me realised how important u are in my life.
first i watched salaam e-ishq. HAHAHA.
dun laugh sha. cuz salman khan is in it.
sha, u noe i noe.
i was at disc 2 and this song came up.
and suddenly it focused right at salman's eyes.
aiyooo. then i stop it right away.
duwan to watch! like nightmare u noe..
hahahaha. and i cant stop laughing to myself.
and den i watch cinta pertama.
then got so many lines i take.
here's one of them :
aku merasa ada yang hilang,
tanpa tahuu apa yang sudahku temukan.
aku merasa menemukan,
tanpa tahu apa yang aku cari.
dan aku seperti masih mencari,
tanpa tahu apa yang sudah hilang.
that paragraph gives me a big impact on myself.
and i came across all the letters again in my bk.
it gives me butterflies u noe in my stomach.
whatever lah.
i dun wanna tink about him.
going to sha's later.
gonna laugh my ass out!
byeee.
love,
zie.
Labels: first love ; never ending.
