i didn't noe i should said things like that.
cuz i must keep my mouth shut.
pls make this clear.
i wouldnt wanna bother.
cuz if i bother, someone else bother.
i wouldnt wanna care anymore,
cause if i care, what i get is pain.
and nothing else.
and if i talk, things wouldnt go right.
how come only now u realise that u cant bear
seeing me like this?
how come only now u know that i've been thru a lot
of fucking pathetic pain.
cause you've are more happier w/o me.
and better of without me.
i wanna see how much u can bear with this.
let u VISUALISE how i feel.
so u be happy.
and i be happy.
its been a long time since i update my blog like this :
have been spending a lot of times with beloved ain n leha.
leha especially. since last two weeks.
hahaha. yesterday and today was indeed crazy.
especially today.
hahaha. leha, "ita nk gi SUre?" faham tk?
tk faham tkpeer.
HAHAHA. biar aku sorg jer ketawa.
ily girlfriends.
tmr will be last paper for MYE.
and yesaahhh. celebrate my last MYE
after 10 yrs of education.
kay mepekk.
bosan uh.
serious.
time to study for f&N.
bye.
love,
zie.
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