and i'm bored to death.
for the first time ever, there is no plans
for the family.
and i, as a daughter.
did nothing for mum to show that i appreciate her.
with so many reasons i didnt do it.
oh god.
so i was lying down on the bed like a pig.
mum's hp was with me.
she needed help to sms someone.
then decided to browse to her inbox.
there's a lot of mother's day msgs in there.
when i came accross this msg.
"Selamat Hari Ibu!"
And i went from happy to the most utterly
speechless and disappointed face.
And i said to mum "wahh banyak seh mother's day msg"
And mum go "a ahh dari friday dah ader. ______ pun msg."
And she go again : "engkau jer tu tak sms mak. tk tau ingat mak."
and from that speechless and disappointed face,
it brought me to tears.
yet i still said to her happily "tapi adik tetap sayang mak apeeeer."
yes. TEARS god damn it.
the comparison goes on and on without fail.
anyone would do it.
Many of them might be enjoyin today.
This may be the worst mother's day for mum.
I'm sorry mak.
There are many reasons why i couldn't make u happy today.
I'm glad someone else did.
Thanks but no thanks.
But it isnt about today only.
It's about every other day how i treasure what you did to me.
I love you all my life. And god knows that.
You know that too. So dont bother about today.
At least i kissed you. haha.
which still make you go "baruu dapat cium hari ni.hari dah nk abes dah."
i didnt care what u said. cause i know, i shall and forever be ur bestest daughter EVER.
Happy Mother's Day MAAAK. :DDD
with lots of looooove and KISSES from meeee.
love,
zie.
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