leha and hennie.
i'm sorry i cried in the ava just now.
those were the tears held back
for so many days.
i was tryna be a "strong" girl.
i am only like 10% disappointed about my results.
but the 90% goes to her.
who has made my life difficult.
what made me cried even more.
when you guys wanted to get me out of the comparing.
i love you girls so much until i wanna know
every little thing about you guys.
and look, even now i'm crying.
cause i know, i know that bitch wont come back and say sorry to me.
whatever. fuck her.
i burst into tears. cause at that point of time.
i realised how fortunate i am to have you girls with me.
supporting me.
and when leha hugged me by the side, ouh gosh.
i was in more tears.
i just love u girls so much now and the days after.
cuz u guys is what matters most now.
and as for her, is just a pain in the ass thinking about her.
so why should i cry? i laughed a few moments after that.
cause i realised i'm better off with my gfs.
thanks girls.
u guys are the best.
and 5-3, see u at al-ameen!
i dont wanna talk about my results already.
cause mum says a lot of things. [nonsensical ones]
and i couldn't even get a single word she utter.
byeeeeeeee.
p/s : i received a msg yesterday night at 11:34pm.
sad to say i was already asleep. ]]:
it was him. and he asked me to call. daaarn.
and it's 14 may today. so, whatever uh! hahaha.
love,
zie.
Labels: CRY ; NO MORE LAH.
