14th March 2008.
It's now 4 years for you and me.
I am truly happy u texted me yesterday.
And say that u really miss me.
And pose sooo many qns.
And this is the best opportunity for me to answer all of them.
Love, obviously i miss you too.
Dont worry about me here.
I am doing fine. Thinking about you
makes me even more happier sometimes.
I know it's been hard but i'm trying.
Please dun cemas. nyahaaaa.
Stop saying that i am affecting my studies
whenever i am thinking about you.
certainly not. i've made a good start
in my studies. (: i gotta say it's thanks to you.
u have never hurt me in any way pun.
what u say wont bring me down. i will still
keep thinking about you. cause u're mine
and that's for sure. <3
of course i ambik perhatian !
u asked : apa yg zi renungi tu is? yg zi pegang tu tangan is?
yg zie peluk tu badan is?
nyahaaaks. but love, definitely i tell you
the one i'm thinking about is you.
the one that i hold is you.
the one that i hug is you.
this is the happiest time i ever had for the 4 years we been thru.
i really love you.
for 4 years, i have definitely been such a freak can?
yes. this is the truth. for 4 years, i am the one not being
truthful. love, i am really sorry from the bottom
of my heart. although u are not here for me to tell u this,
but this is what i feel deep inside.
i've been thinking to give up on you sometimes.
cuz i dont think i am perfect for you.
maybe in your eyes, yes. but in mine, no.
in some people's eyes also no.
there are people who are trying to tear us apart.
i noe. u told me. kak zai told me.
fcuk them kay love? nobody can do that
now that it is 4 years for u and me.
i realise how much u mean to me when one day some
of them get sick and tired looking at us.
i realise how much u mean to me when u made me cry
and said that i am not being truthful.
at that point of time, i was doing to my best of my ability
for you to realise how much i really love you.
and suddenly u said that i was having other guys.
i admit i cried like a pig in front of you.
then, u panicked. and people around us are so happy
that they thought we were breaking up.
but i certainly think that, that is when our love
get stronger each day.
love, yes it's 4 years now.
like i said to you : just cherish our moments together,
cause if we were to be apart, what's left
is only beautiful and meaningful memories.
i know one day we will. you know that too.
they all know that. so my point is like right now,
since things are getting better. i'll just love you
more each day. i am really looking forward to see
you again. even though it's not so soon.
once again, i love soo much lahh seh!
i still remember u said u will wait for me until
i janda anak 5 also. riteee? then u will
ask me to re-marry to you. okay dehh.
mark your words hor.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LAH KAY love.
we'll still celebrate. with or without each other.
i will keep my heart strong.
girlfriends are telling me how is my day today?
hehe. hennie, as usual lah. cume, meaningful giler lah kay.
and didi, i am okaaay. no worries.
seriously. back to happiness already.
was so touched u post that at your blog
eh babe, thanks kay. love u girlfriends sooo much !
take care all.
love,
zie and ISKANDAR.
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