I was doing my F&N and i get too bored.
So i took out my camera. Took a pic of myself.
And then i took a paper and drew his name.
The weird things is, its in pink. Soo not me.
And i've never took pictures like that. Tying my hair,
sideways. And doing PEAACEE. Nyahahaha.
That shows, when i think of him, i go craaazyyy.
I'm sick of everything that is happening to me.
I decided to let it go.
Just fuck it okay.
I dont wanna bother of what is happening to people
who are changing their attitude towards me.
Or even bother to talk to her.
All i wanna do now. Is to move on.
And be the way I am before.
Happy with my girlfriends.
Always talking to my parents.
Always doing crazy things with my brother.
Always messaging kak zai to ask her how she is.
And even how my darling is doing.
Cause I realise, the people that I have like right now with me,
is strong enough to support me to move on with my life.
Not to forget IM. thanks dude.
And i badly miss him already.
Haiyerrr. I can still take it sehh.
People are asking. Zie, do you have a boyfriend?
How should I say where he is?
Hmmm. But like whatever, I'll always love him to the core.
Weekends is catch up time. Nyahahahha.
And I am seriously catching up.
Since 3.15pm to 7.30pm I have been doing chem & f&n.
Thinking of my development.
Tmr is no rest lahh babe. Tmr is maths. Okay?
Duhhhh. O levels laahh.
What do you expect? Not even one day of fully rest lah babe.
Its been almost 3 weeks. I havent been going out,
to somewhere I always had fun. Not yet. No time.
Baaaaaaaaaaaaahhh! Ok done.
love,
zie.
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